Khodar Khoje - A new book

Planning to write a new book entitled : Khodar Khoje, meaning : In search of God. Just created the plot while I was walking in the street last night after my dinner. This book will talk about God, how He may look like, what is Her nature, what He wants and so on.

O' the All-knowing, the all-seing, almighty, show us the right way, the way followed by your favorite ones.

Indeed I was thinking about it for the last few weeks. Need to write something as without writing something I can not enjoy my time. At least need to write at least one sentence daily.

You can hear some Marfoti Song that I have collected

Yes I will write it in my language as my command over English is very little, not enough to write some literature.

You can visit my writing in my blog just created : Bangladesher Golpo

I will be back shortly after my Isha Prayer. It is 12 midnight in Dallas. I have started to cook beef suddenly. Maria and Komol are in deep sleep.

Bangladesher Golpo

Please visit my new page Bangladesher Golpo, just created below :

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CFA study

Planning to appear CFA exam known as Certified Financial Analyst. Although I am not good in mathematics, but still I am thinking to appear in the exam, one of the hardest professional exam to get passed.

Today I have read some website related to it. How to start? Need a Guru for guidance. Without Guru, no one can grow.

It is a vast study consists of Level 1, Level 2 and Level 3. You need to pass all to get CFA certificate. It is a professional exam.

Should I do it or not? Second issue is, how to solve my unemployment problem since May 2010?

I guess I need job first to support afterwards I should start CFA. What do you think?

Old books

From Malaysia I have brought some old books to Dallas. You can see some of them as below:

 

I walk at night

Before going to bed at night, I walk in front of my apartment for a while. Today I walked around 30 minutes and afterward I took a picture of Maria's three balls as below.

Maria in Schol in Dallas

Maria goes to school everyday what she did not do before. She goes to school because teachers are very good here. All teachers must have adequate training before joining a school. They know how to handle and manage a school student. Whenever they meet student, they simply hug the students. My daughter likes them very much due to their behavor and approach. US schools are like a playing ground, like a place to learn. You can see Maria in her school dress. She is 5 years now.

Eid Greetings from Dallas

We are going to celebrate Eid Ul Fitre today Sept 10, Friday in Dallas. I am going to experience it for the first time in Dallas. Please accept my greetings. Please see the Eid greetings card from my personal photo studio.

More than 100 applications

I have already sent more than 100 applications over the last two months for my job but no one has responded positively so far. But I am positive about an employment although rate of unemployment is about to reach at double digit.

Holy Ramadan month is over

For the first time I am experiencing Ramadan month in Dallas. It is almost ended. There is a wonderful Ramadan month this time although we need to fast 15 hours every day. Hope so we will be experiencing Holy Eid on Sept 10 in Dallas. So this would be also first time in USA for me.

God appears

When we feel helpless, God appears before us with His full strength. So I begin this writing in the name of Allah, the most merciful, the most knowledgeable.

Sometime I visit a park near to my house and see the sunlight falling on me through trees. In Richardson, you will find lots of big big Oak trees where you can sit and take gentle deep breeze. You can also enjoy sunshine in Richardson Park as below.

Life is short

Life is indeed very short so we can not materialize any plan. Before getting anything factual, we need to leave the world. After one hundred years from now, no one will remember me as all of my close ones have left the world also. A new generation will come who will start their life in their own way. I will be completely disappeared from the record in just one hundred years.

Sometime I go down near to a creek (lake) near my house in Richardson. I see the creek is flowing continuously, endlessly. I sit on the rock and sees its motion. You can see it below.

Still I am unemployed

I am still unemployed. I normally send few applications every day to here and there specially targeting educational institutes. I am contacting professors here and there but due to heavy recession, funding has reduced record low. Unemployment rate is heading to double digit in USA.

Inspite of all these things, I hope I will get a job finally. I am confident about it. I will not pray to God for my job but I am requesting Him to stay neutral. Let me find out my own way of survival.

God can do whatever He wants but we should not ask Him everything. We should ask Him when something beyond human control. We need to find out our own way although God manages the whole universe.

You can see a symbol of unemployment in my camera below where my spectable has been used.

Mar car is out of order

Since yesterday my car is out of order as I did not shut down the switch of the lights mistakenly. Now I need a jumper to start it. So I am going to Wall-mart to buy it.

Winter is coming in Dallas

Yesterday Komol and Maria bought jacket to combat cold in USA. I am on the way to buy. I am taking preparation to see it with great excitement as I never seen snow fall physically.

I am uploading a picture from my personal digital photo study as below.

Bangla Book website experienced 20 thousand visitors

Today my personal website Bangla Book has experienced 20 thousand visitors. This website launched in February 2008 from Multimedia University. Initially I started this website with my first Book "Neevreete Ekaki" a story about a lonely lady residing in old city. Her name is Kona. This book I wrote some time in 2000 while residing in Cyberjaya, Malaysia.

You can see Bangla book website below.

Bangla Book

Pictures from my photo studio

See some pictures from my studio below

Kurushkhetra War

In the war of Kuruskhetra, when Kauravas found that Lord Krishna was supporting Panadavas very directly, then why Kauravas continued the war against Pandavas? Is it possible to fight against God?

Is there any other reason that led Kauravas to fight against Pandavas when Lord Krishna was with Arjuna (meaning that supporting Pandavas) ?

I am searching this answer here and there and but not seeing around.

Miraj

It is said in the holy book that prophet Mohammad (be peace upon him) visited Allah (Miraj),using a horse shape object. The question is whether it is a horse or some other means. The book mentioned about a horse as horse was the only known means of communication at that time.

Again question is raised, was there any object at all that prophet used to perform his journey as he went there not physically. We normally need a horse or aircraft when we go physically, otherwise it is not required. Some one please discuss.

As the book reveals that prophet mohammad (be peace upon him) spent many days with Allah during Miraj but when he came back, he expressed only few things but what about the rest? I guess he did not express all. He expressed only that portion whichever is essential for his followers.

Please comment

Knowledge of prophet Mohammad

Do you think that Prophet Mohammad (be peace upon him) told everything to his followers whatever he knew from Allah? Do not you think that Prophet Mohammad (be peace upon him)expressed only those things which are essentials for his followers in their daily life? Do not you think that Prophet Mohammad (be peace upon him)intentionally did not express many things to his followers especially about the nature, essence and the shape of Allah ? Especially prophet expressed very little about "Fate or Destiny" which is one of the most complicated issue in religion. What does mean by fate? There are many answers and many school of thoughts but which one is correct?

Was the mystery of creation of universe known to prophet Mohammad? How much and to what extent Allah revealed Himself to prophet Mohammad? We need to know and investigate.

Once we know the mystery of creation, we know everything. All truths lie within the mystery of creation of universe.

Creation of prophet

As mentioned in some hadiths that Prophet Mohammad (be peace upon him) is created from the Noor of Allah. What does mean by Noor here? Is it invisible material or simply pool of secret knowledge of Allah?

Noor is implicitly known as knowledge.

Democracy and Islam

Do not you think that Islam follows democracy in its state politics? Why I am saying so? I am saying so because Prophet Mohammad (be peace upon him) never mentioned about his successor. He wanted people to choose their leader after his demise.

Musa and Khizir

The story of Musa and Khizir stated in holy quran indicates about a secret knowledge that Musa did not have. The name of the knowledge is Ilme Ladunna. What is this Ilme Ladunna? Ilme Ladunna can be defined in many ways. One of the meanings of Ilme Ladunna  "It is a secret knowledge of Allah's essence" or "it is the knowledge of Allah's nature" etc.

The thing is although Musa was a Rasul (who receives holy book from Allah), but was not probably aware of Ilme Ladunna while Khizir knew it (although Khizir was not a Rasul)

Does it mean that we should continue to struggle to know this Ilme Ladunna or secret knowledge as holy quran stated? If the answer is yes, then how to acquire it? Where to go to acquire it? Certainly there is a way to acquire it otherwise Allah would not have mentioned it.

Ramkrishna

Who is Ramakrishna, the guru of Shami Vivekananda? Was he an "Avatar" or a saint? If he is believed to be an Avatar, then who came down on earth? Was it Lord Bhishnu or some one else?

I am mentioning about Lord Vishnu here as He came down most of the time. One website says that He came down at least nine times to protect the universe from devils.

Did Ramakrishna ever mention that he was an incarnation of God? But Shami Vivekananda clearly states that Ramkrishna is an incarnation of supreme divine.

I have a plan to visit Belur Moth in Kolkata to see his place.

Ramakrishna would not have been known to the world if Vivekanand were not there. After his demise, Vivekanand explained Ramakrishna's philosophy to the world. One source says that only few hundred persons were present during Ramakrishna's funeral

Whether Jotayu died?

When Sita, wife of Ram kidnapped by Ravana, then Jotayu, the bird tried to rescued Sita from Ravana. But Ravana killed Jotayu and fled away with Sita.

But I see Jotayu appear again when Indrajit, son of Ravana put Ram and Laxman under the "Nagpash" and Jotayu rescued them both from "Nagpash".

Asking someone to let me know whether Jotayu died by the hand of Ravana or not in the first incidence?